I seek to be alone
and there I was tried and tested
in the mirror hidden
behind the door of what is seen
I seek to be alone
But my loss of identity does not allow me this lonliness
I’m always searching my heart for who I am
And do not know peace
For now this war in me – turns my friendship
Into an old blind cat
A sun shines beneath the lid of a drain
A star twinkles in a closed safe
It stays that way for decades
To heal the broken heart, the spirit crushed will take centuries